Has anyone here ever felt their body react to total fear? When this monstrosity of a man came at me with the angriest stare and I saw the fear in the kids eyes, omg I almost peed in my pants. He demeaned me, made me feel totally worthless in front of the kids totally humiliating me. I felt totally stripped of my self confidence. I don’t understand how people enjoy being shamed and humiliated it’s not fun at all.