I love my wife but I see a divorce as the only way I could be happy. We married right out of high school but after 10+ years I don’t think I made the right decision. She has never been that into s** (we were both each others first and waited a year into our relationship before anything happened) I feel that I’m never truly going to be satisfied s******* if I stay with her. I have brought up opening our relationship but she has made it clear that isnt an option and if I want to I should just divorce her. I think she’s going to get the divorce because I can’t live a life filled with regrets of not being able to do things I have always wanted to try.