Yeah, I'm ghosting you. I need time to pull myself together, and when I see you in school, I'm gonna lie to you saying that I was busy, and I'll pretend

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Yeah, I’m ghosting you. I need time to pull myself together, and when I see you in school, I’m gonna lie to you saying that I was busy, and I’ll pretend that I was never really mad. Honestly why should I be? Why should I be the one obsessing over these little things?
I bet you think I’m mad now, but as soon I pretend that I was messing with you’ll believe my lie. It could be I’m a great liar or you believe things easily. I sometimes think of our friendship, it’s beautiful but it’s not real because I conceal my feelings. You don’t know me at all. If you knew me or understood me in the slightest you would be able to see through me.
But you don’t. I can see through you all the time, but it’s never the other way around. I literally cried that day when you took the side of a girl who never really cared about you, but when I told you that my allergies were acting up, you believed me.
If you knew me, you would know that. 4 years and you still haven’t figured me out.
Now I’m here beating myself up because I care more than you, and I can’t go through that again. I told myself I wouldn’t expect. But I did, thinking that you would be the one.
I’m sorry for not being honest with my feelings, but I can’t change that. Next day I’d talk to you like nothing happened, and maybe laugh it off, because that who I am. I’m not gonna let you think that this affects me.

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