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There was a s*** m*** where I used to work who would bring a gym bag to work and go workout on her lunch break. Many times she would leave the gym bag under her desk so whenever I saw it there after she left for the day I would make sure I was the last 1 in the office and then I would go thru it looking for her p****** and I would j******* at my desk either wearing them or with them wrapped around my d***, most times both. I usually ended up in the mens room on our floor and would shoot my load out all over the stall floor. I made sure to take pictures of her p******, usually with them laid out on my desk and my d*** lying on top of them, but also on the mens room floor next to my load so that I would have jerk material to use when I was at home. She always wore Victorias Secret p****** and every time I jerked off with a pair I would go home and find that same style either on the VS website or on eBay and I would buy them so I could use the same p****** she wore when I jerked at home. I also used to stalk her fb page and download all her pictures and crop them so it was just her in the picture and I use those when I jerk at home too. she doesn’t live too far from me and I was able to find her house on Google Maps by matching up the house in the background of her fb pics with the Street View feature of Google Maps. 1 time I drove slowly by her house while jerking off with 1 of the pairs of p****** I bought wrapped around my d***. That was a huge rush and felt so good. I miss working with her but at least I still have all the pictures of her, and of me having a good time with her p******, and all the matching p****** I bought that I still wear and use when I j*******.

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This is kinda disgusting so please dont read this if you cant handle these things I guess, it’s hard to put this in words but I’ve been deeply desensitized for a long time and it’s only gotten worse, I always crave more tho, gore wasnt enough, disturbing people wasnt enough, I wanted more. When I was 12 years old I went to discord, I searched up “map discord servers” map meaning minor attracted person, and I found a server called the hideout, there were a few other victims, nikki, kairo, and rory, and the main p******** ig he was very known in the server, his real name is Andrew bell. He was grooming all of us, everyone would carve his name in their thighs, send nudes, and the server is still up to this day, full of child p***. But those kids were near my age, boring, so I went to another server and offered my nudes to get links to child p*** and surprisingly it was very easy to gain access to it, I got telegram and joined a group chat, watched child p*** and often masturbated to it, but then I got banned. I went insane, nothing was enough, until I found this guy who went by the name seti. He introduced me to zangi, a texting app. He added me to a group chat called the garden of eden, I was declared the leader of it, “the sluttiest girl” but I soon got bored of the attention, the snuff films or toddlers, the screams, the puffy parts. It wasnt enough anymore. I was then desensitized to child p***, I deleted the app, not because I was scared or regretted it but because I needed storage on my phone, there was so much I didnt have space to use anything. So I deleted it, I still miss it and wonder if I should find them and go back down that rabbit hole again, I know I s*** but I am now 14 about to go to high school and I have no idea what I am anymore, I need something more.

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