I can honestly say. Got to go Shayne Roeahoe…. Wish you luck and i pray u figure out your s*** instead of pkacing blame on everyone else for your failures.. Watch more p***, maybe it will show you intamacy. Making love isn not a routine when it dull and by a script it is a job due to no pleasure. But you . i dont believe you ever had a love for anyone in your life especoally not for me. I pray you realize your own self value maybe then you wont be so insecure in a relationship. Or maybe you should try to be faithfull then you would not accuse so wronglt. I dont hate you i don’t blame you. For when i was 5 and you s*** in front of me. Had i just remembered that. By that experience alone, i would of known that you you just not right for me. I don’t f*** as mr DH said today he remembered all the times he made love to me. Made love… Do you even know the difderence shayne?? I dont think you do.. As for me… I know i am worth someone elses time and i have more love in my life and heart than most will ever know. I know im not perfect but i also know the lies you tell people everu one of my ex lovers/partners fiance they do defene me against your lies they hear from people. Every single one of them. Ur feelings are yours to have .. Im just relieved your a known schizophrenic in tbe closet d*** sucking liar and it known to be a family trait. Im soery for your pain we all have our iasues i know ive got plenty of my own. And i can’t even call you karma i call it a test from God to see if I’d actuallu love myself enough to not let you destroy what i had rebuilt. Abuse is abuse get over it wake up im willing to bet your sisters are right when they talk about the abuse from your child hood. I hope you stop denying it and heal from it so you can be half the man you say you are