After living 50+ years as a heterosexual lie, I've decided to go ahead and embrace my gay and live the gay lifestyle. I love giving BJs to black men and

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After living 50+ years as a heterosexual lie, I’ve decided to go ahead and embrace my gay and live the gay lifestyle. I love giving BJs to black men and have had dozens of partners and many hookups. Getting men for s** is so much easier than it is with women. We gay men are such c*** whores. I worry that intimacy may be a problem. I want to go all in fay, kissing, etc. But what if I can’t do it? A bigger problem is that I j******* to black d*** pics but when I’m actually with a black man, I never even get hard and certainly never c**. Pretty sure it’s mental, but how can I learn to just go with it and let myself go and o*****! In the moment I know I’m where I’m supposed to be, naked with a BBC down my throat but why doesn’t my body respond? Face down in the crotch of a black man, BBC in my mouth on my little b**** knees is my favorite position to be in, wearing women’s clothing. I just wish my d*** would respond.

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I’ve watched p*** for 9 years I’m 16 I know it’s really unhealthy but Im too addicted, at 14 I got drunk at a hotel sleep over with a few known friends we were all the same age there was a cute girl there and since I was really drunk I stayed up all night in the bathroom and I saw he swimsuit I m*sturbated to it and I felt really horrible when I realized what I did in the morning, when I was 9 or 10 there was this one girl that was always attached to me and I think she was 6 and I took it the wrong way because I thought maybe she was attracted to me or something I kept having weird perverted thoughts but never did anything and I’ve felt horrible ever since I genuinely don’t know what I’m doing with my life and I regret everything

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For years my sister and I would hold our brother down and hurt his balls so much that he would cry for mom to come save him but she not once made us stop. My sister would force his underwear out of the way while I would knee him and she would hit him. It was fun and it REALLY turned me on but as an adult I have a kink now about getting my v**** and c*** smashed the same way. I really want my brother to do it to me as revenge since we’re grown up but I don’t know what it would take. I’ve let him see me in my p****** quite a lot and even tried taunting him but he doesn’t seem interested in it. I don’t know what it takes to get guys interested in that.