I’m a “trans man” with a little bit of an issue. For a while, I’ve always had a form of sissy kink – and this never really invalidated me because many guys had the same kink I had, so it never particularly made me doubt myself. That was, until recently. My partner and I recently started practicing the kink, and its started to feel different. Every time I wear bras and p******, and every time I’m misgendered and called a girl, it feels good. Genuinely good. I’ve debated on trying to see if I can be a bit more feminine in my every day life, and the more I pushed and tried more girly things, the better I felt. It didn’t just turn me on, it felt right. So, because of that, I’ve been debating on detransitioning. Problem is, is that my partner is attracted to men, not women – so I feel trapped. Not in the relationship, but in my body. I’m thinking that maybe I really am a woman, and maybe I should listen to my thoughts when I think that I’m a fakeboy – because it feels like I am. If someone gave me a reason to detransition, I’d do it in a heartbeat.
