Dude I knew few years back had gotten his girlfriend pregnant, then inexplicably and unexpectedly killed himself before the baby was born. He was a very angry hateful person, and at the time I assumed that was the root of why he took his own life. My wife is pregnant now and I am in the same boat, probably feeling alot of the things he felt, I’m not gonna kill myself until the kid is grown and moved out and able to take care of themselves, but I totally get it Andrew and you weren’t wrong for doing what you did. I should’ve seen your situation and used it as an example, instead I am here now…..