If I could tell you the truth, without any consequences, I’d tell you I want you. The hard, raw truth is I want you hard & raw. I want to feel you, be tangled up with you & lost in you. I want you to want me, even if it’s only for a short while… & I’d wish for that short while to last just a bit longer, until we were both done wanting, left gasping & clawing at what could have been.

I haven’t thought about you in this way in a long time. I’m nervous to see you; this is the first time, in about eight years.

What could happen…