Are you one of those people I have told clear countless times that I don’t want you in my life? Because if you are, you need to f*** off and forget it… It’s time. I know I’m exceptionally interesting and people want to be near me, I’m cool, but you might need to forget it. You need to question if I want to be around what you think are my friends. You sure that if it can down to it I wouldn’t rather sit around in a vegetative state doing nothing than to be in their physical presence for even 5 minutes? You sure? Or are you assuming? Because truth be told there’s a few of my old friends, I could not bear to be in their presence for 5 minutes at this point in 2022. Are you assuming? Like as if you don’t know because I haven’t made it clear countless times? Is that what you’re saying?

I would like to know why what I say to certain people, what I express with anger sometimes, goes in one ear and out the other with some people? Well, he said he finds me irritating, can’t stand me, he ran away unprovoked, didn’t look back and has not one time in decades tried to get into contact, and every time we did, it was me. HE MUST WANT TO BE MY BEST FRIEND!

It’s never loss to me if you go away and never make yourself seen ever again to me. I’m alright. Us hanging out would be worth more to you, than to me. I definitely don’t want it more. And every time I read something like that, I dislike you more. I get irritated. Get over it. You know what I mean? It’s like a mosquito buzzing in the ear. I don’t like people assuming I want to be buds with them when I really can’t stand them. For not reason either. I just dislike you. There’s reason, but they’re superficial, so I’ll say it’s for no reason. But it’s my reason.