Dear ___ ,

I am scared to die. I am scared of everything, scared to die, scared to be myself. I always have these headaches, I feel happier at home. A girl In my class has decided to be my enemy, she’s a b****, I’m a b****. I wrong people. I’m mean. Sometimes I lose control and do stupid s***. Sometimes I f*** up. I’m really annoying apparently. I’m scared that one day all my friends will leave me. Scared of making new friends because i feel guilty, like I’m replacing the old ones. Scared to lose whats already lost. I want someone to love me, I know there are people who do. Don’t remind me right now, tell me when you mean it. The kids in my class hate me, are homophobic. No one cares. Everyone just wants me to be myself. It’s deeper then that b****. I’m so tired all the time. I have friends, I have a life. WHY DO I FEEL EMPTY. Why do i feel like I was more, guilty of it. I want money, I want my parents to have more money, I feel guilty of spending their money. I love music, it makes me happy.

From _____