I want to be a good man again. I have spent years f****** 18-40 year olds behind my wife’s back. Paying to humiliate them by having s** with them. In my life I have probably fucked 250 prostitutes. Some were definitely trafficked but I had my evil way anyway. I am an abomination. My morality was aborted by abuse in my early life and I have continued that abuse to numb the pain. I am sorry to everyone involved. One day I will be happy again I hope. Not that I deserve that.
