I was s******* abused by my father from the age of 11 till 13, a few people know this. I had the courage to tell my brother and sister-in-law, which caused some temporary friction and also confronted my father…. Because of all of this I have been struggling my entire life with a lot or traumas, depression, anxiety, plus it caused me to have Borderline Personality Disorder… Before my grandma (my father’s mother) passed away I didn’t have the courage to tell her, so I feel like I have let her down… I might regret it for the rest of my life…