I think I saw the original boss about 3 or 4 winters ago too, on my right, trying to get up beside me in that vehicle with the markings, coming up to some lights. He was wearing a wool hat, something I never saw before on him either. He was just a boss back then. Not sure if he even liked me, he might have thought like the brother which is not good. Rightfully to think that way too. He shouldn’t be too fond of the idea especially then. I wasn’t an angel either. I truly am sorry for any wrong I was with her for a few reason, and it did change me and it actually was a perfect reason for her to hurt me. Drop me I got what I deserved, truthfully, none of it should ever have happened, but right now, I wish I had treated it like I treat anything now. Even if I never see her again, I want her to be thinking about that, me letting go easy, not the loser a****** I was. That changed me, as wrong as I was, I know there were plenty of people there to keep her well. Better off than I was. I paid in a few ways for my behaviour. My participation. I don’t like myself for any of it. I was a loser.