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This weekend signifies the end of what was ultimately my life force since I was teenager. 28 years of wasted time, talent, and abilities that could’ve been put to much much greater uses. I have already found new passions that are far more rewarding, and will spend the rest of my days pursuing those, but I’ll always feel unaccomplished, short changed, and screwed over for what I had dedicated the bulk of my life to all those years. I was never cut out for this. I can’t believe it took me this long to realize it. I always believed I was cut out for more and/or better than what I was given, but it never came, the realization that I am less than common even, and a mostly worthless human being is hard to cope with. It’s one of those things that’s always been in the back of my head but now is coming to it’s full realization. 2 more decades to get through (which I will also most likely f*** up royally) then I am making my exit from this life. No one will miss me, those closest to me resent and/or hate me, and the people I wanted in my life rejected me and never gave me a chance in the first place. The collective sigh of relief everyone will have upon news of my passing will be the one good thing I ever did with my life. Literally nothing worked out the way it was supposed to. Auto pilot here on out until I’m done f****** up this last goal……

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In Middle school we had a Downs Syndrome girl who liked being felt up. She had round hard t*** so we(three friends of mine and her) would sneak in the Band room $uck her n ipples and B ang her the way she showed us. The second school year she would let us touch if we weren’t naked too since she enjoyed $ucking us off. Shane was the first one to phuck her then she wanted all of us to do it. One day we were coming out of the band room back door to the teachers atrium after the five minute warning bell rang. The band teacher was sitting at a table and asked what we were doing in there. We all started telling him a different story while Amy tucked her blouse in her skirt. Everyone shup up when I said “We were on the stage in the gym and found the Door unlocked to hall way leading to the music/choir room which is connected to the band room. We thought to get to class on time it would be fastest going this way.”. He was a weird short fat guy from West Virginia so we thought he was dumb enough to fall for it. We didn’t realize his office above the storage room had a thin window along the ceiling that was just above his desk that he could watch us from. Amy would pull her blouse out and unbutton it and lay down in front of the Bass drum on a carpeted area. Whoever’s turn it was to phuck her fist would push her dress or skirt up and pull her p****** off of one leg to expose her pudgy Pu$$y. The next year we came back to school she a bush heavy round t its and big a$$. Her belly bigger and seemed to grow bigger by the week. We all knew how to c um Phucking her by then and she would c um 2 times. Before Christmas vacation s*** hit the fan when the school nurse had take a pregnancy test cuz she was getting so fat and her T its were huge. The band Teacher squealed on us pretending to be appalled. She told me the next year when Amy repeated a grade she was in his office to get a poke and she saw the bass drum through the window. Anyway she had three daughters all normal and pretty with good jobs now before she graduated at age 21. Everyone is Good at something Amy was/could still be great at Phucking.