To our supposed “fellow” Americans in Minnesota and other states bordering the Mississippi River who’ve sent letters to The Desert Sun: Your less-than-friendly replies to the idea of Mississippi water being sent by canal to meet up with the Colorado River is no surprise to us in the West.
I’m sorry. I wasn’t ready to trust before and that’s just how it was. I’m still confused but I do want to share the water and I will come out of hiding.
I will stop doing the things you find offensive except appreciating the form of the less fresh passive manifestation
I will/am focus(ing) on unity and Love and I will not resort, regardless of the intense frustration I feel, return to angry outbursts and slurs. That’s over with.
I didn’t Believe it could be me, that seems retarded, but the way things went in April of 2018 I deeply regret. We had two *entirely* different ideas about what was happening.
You don’t have to worry about my firestick-“lite”, I swear I will only use it for food and not anywhere else, and only when absolutely necessary which would be a collapse scenario.
I apologize for being an a** (worse) , and weird and gross and venemous. It was like each time I would go into a vision/quest dealy, I would clean out some reallllly dark grime out of my spirit. But there was/is soooo much, and I felt no hope, in spite of flashes of hope enough to keep me seeking and hanging on. The lack of hope was because of the masses and their obstinate destruction of every single facet of existence that I found to be good and healthy. So even tho I am taking responsibility for my actions, the entire sequence of events is collectively our faults. If I had hope, I could have trusted. With trust we could have worked together as soon as I realized there was something, someones, to trust. I’m still not quite sure of the actual dynamics here(beyond esoteric unity), but I will to the best of my ability, follow whatever guidance smacks of Love and not division.
I have faith in Source and all of you. I’m sorry it took so long to wake up, and I know I’ve wrote similar before but
