I have grown to HATE my husband.
Everything about him, I literally HATE.
I’m still here for the kids… I’m still faking, but honestly, it has gotten to the point that I think my kids will be happier if he and I divorce. That way they’ll at least have a happy home 50% of the time.
I’m falling apart because I know that if I leave him, I’ll be alone… I won’t have ANYONE to call on if I need help.
If I leave him, the chances of me finding someone who actually loves me are slim.
I don’t know what to do.