Being nobody is far more rewarding than being somebody, I just wish I had realized that much earlier in life. 2 more weeks and this awful scene will never hear from me again. I have found new passions in life to pursue and they are far more enjoyable and again more rewarding than anything else I ever did in my life. I get to decide who comes and goes in my life, and there won’t be a gigantic piss pants cry fest from the rejects because I’m not important and nobody knows/cares who I am, so they have nothing to lose socially from my rejection. I really can’t believe it took this long for me to realize it, it’s exciting and relieving simultaneously, revelatory even……