You think you sound serous and deep. How’s home life? Can’t look your wife an kids in the eye on account of your interests. That being photography. Why don’t you allow people in the red room again? Don’t want them to see nasty nasty photos you later up load or the vhs tape under the floor boards an carpet. Gem is what you lable like they’d blame her for you insufferable ways when you greasy fingers print all around. They’ll kill you. One way or another. The point being nobody is safe. I do this for a hobby. The guys that get payed to take you down go home and rest. I just keep chugging along day after day year after year.