So I always craved love, attention and the feel just to have someone to take care of me. So I did alot of mistakes. I used someone’s love without actually realizing I was using them. It was too late. I was a people pleaser, I followed the rules, i lied and lied so people will like me. I was a f****** b****. I was a f****** drama queen. I’m embarrassed. After getting out of that situation I apologized and got some sense into me. So I pushed people away, still doing it. I don’t want to be a burden than anymore I am. I don’t want attention even tho I want it. I want someone to love me and care for me. But I’m alot and I know I’m gonna hurt people and bring them nothing but pain. So I have no friends and my parents are mad at me. Hahahaha what a f****** life. Maybe I deserve this because I am fucked up. FML AND FMYSELF.
PS: IM CERTAIN NO ONE MADE IT THIS FAR BUT IF YOU’RE READING THIS THEN I WOULD LIKE TO SAY, LIFE IS TOO SHORT SO JUST DO WHATEVER YOU WANT(I’VE NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE) TAKE CARE ALRIGHT!! HUGGIES FOR YOU! LOVE YA!!