I’m at a point in my life to lose the slightest respect for myself. This is not a life worth living. So many lies and so many failures. I’m promising myself from here that if I don’t manage to utilise the next 5 days including today, I better give in forever. 15 hours per day for the next 5 days starting from 10.07.2022 until 14.07.22 (23.59) will keep me in this game of life. Otherwise, like so many others, my life as well is a lost cause and time to surrender to the truth.