I wish I was better, healthier in the mind.
Smarter, at least use my brain a bit more and take way all these fears that stuck me in a hole, not being able to solve my problems, n have the courage to ask for help answers n sollutions at right moments, n able to see there is way out, there was ways out.I was given gifts n i see this happen to me,took control over me, this big massive thing. Why do i complicate things, as if have a small brain.The sollutions are there sometimes, i just done see.I wish was a male, not so complicated. And now im exhausted.