If your heart is sick and your mind is plagued and if you feel like you might be about to collapse from all the pressure, maybe consider Jesus…who He is, truly. I’m not saying you must be any particular way, I’m only suggesting that you consider Him. People who claim to be “Christians” are not always a good representation of His heart or His thoughts. People who spew bible verses at the drop of a hat and attempt to turn something sacred such as the Bible into a religious pile of rot…they do not represent Christ, they represent the Pharisees. Lastly, it is absolutely toxic and dangerous to link love with unconditional agreement. I do not have to agree with you in order to love you. I can have my opinions, just as you can have yours. But love is not walking on eggshells, real LOVE is me saying who to go to (Christ) and love is explaining that we ALL fall short and we ALL ought to seek the edification of our hearts. There will be caustic, acidic tongues that will proclaim me to be all sorts of things that I am not but that is the way of it on this side of life and I hope to never be surprised by it. But I sincerely suggest, with all of my admittedly stymied energy, that you consider Christ. Look into who He actually is and what the Bible actually says. You are loved. You are wholly and perfectly loved and you are not alone, no matter who you are or where you are or how you’re feeling. You are here on purpose and you have a purpose.