and I’ll admit my marriage isn’t perfect, and I really never wanted to have a kid, but the satisfaction I feel knowing the girls who rejected me and/or hurt me over the years are still alone, in bad marriages/relationships, or just simply have adhered to their ignorant ways and learned nothing is pretty great. Gonna try to have that carry me until the kid is grown up and moved out, then I’ll probably bail on the wife. I’ll be way old so it won’t even matter if I get another woman ever again after that, I’d be fine spending my twilight years by myself.