leigh was the one who set up all that and I think she deliberately led me in the wrong direct out of jealousy cuz her marriage broke up and she was out to harm every single virgin she could . she is a true narc and b****. women who bully and deliberately set young people up to fail. she even got someone to under mine me in my section for fundraising. she got another girl concussion and she got me raped . its disgusting really and ken uncaring bear not a car bear, made his bad and he should go lay in it. he didn’t ever say he cared or loved me. he made it clear he was not gonna leave his wife and I didn’t want him to. I was after a better men. I was told by a healer in tarot to just take what you need and move on. He used me and it shouldn’t have happened and that is what s** traffickers rely on abused women and I didn’t ask for him. she was not thinking of my needs. That kind of s** and night would have been great for an old experience s*** like her but not for a virgin. Women should understand this. so should men. No one came and asked me what I wanted and who ever went through my things never gave them back or said “is someone hurting you how can I help genuinely” . like in life you have a hand to help yourself and another to help others but to deliberately mis construe someone’s words in mental breakdown and use it against them in documentation and want to live it out is strange. its not normal. wouldn’t it be better to go talk to them and ask them what is going on and help them and be supportive and not violent about it. why bother going through someone’s stuff if you don’t want the burden of carrying all their problems and b******* thoughts and mental anxieties? and its arrogant to think you can fix it without talking to them candidly like an honest person would.