3 days of freefalling to my bad habits, to my addictions to that place i had created where things are simple. But now back to reality. The things is I get it, i understand why i did all those things. I was afraid of failing, i was afraid of trying i was afraid of succeeding. SO what now? Should follow the right path? Help everyone, be nice, thankful, be the best me i can be? That would be nice right? And yet this feels off. The truth is we cannot really know which parts of us can really change and what cannot. Would life be interesting if we knew?