Im about to hit 29 a virgin never even been close to having a chance apart from a woman who basically used me but hey im the fool after a;;, i worry about it because i want to feel normal and that im worthy of love and s***** attraction but i guess there’s a reason it hasn’t happened maybe one day ill just pay for the experience and accept its just who i am unlovable and certainly unfuckable but i wish i knew what it felt like for a woman to actually want me and love me and be attracted to me