I really can’t stand living like this anymore. I feel trapped. Maybe I can make an appeal to become an emancipated minor? I can’t leave her though. I feel so trapped and it is unbearable, I feel as if I’m going insane. I never feel happy or content anymore. Also, why is the world we livd in like this? By that I mean, why is everyone so fake? Why can’t we be more like Kurt Cobain? I hate that I am sometimes so hypocritical; for example I sometimes tire of being isolated and silent and long to be like everyone else.. carbon copies of each other. But then i realize, that even if I were able to become so called “normal” I would still hate everyone, fore they are so phoney.