I woke to a letter on my back door from the neighbor guy who has started m*********** with me in my very private back yard on weekend mornings. It was a long well written letter but very unsettling. How he hopes we will continue this regularly. Inviting me over to do it in his house as well any time i was interested. The way he said he thought i was hot and intimately described why he found me so. Down to vivid descriptions of my body and what he described as my beautiful little c***. The helpless facial expressions I make when he watches me m********* and the look in my face as I watch him m********* his much larger one. But he ended it by saying that it is not an expectation but that his gut sense is that I am an unrealized cocksucker, and that if he was right he was very interested in teaching me how to be his cocksucker. It is not something i have ever done or even thought about. I thought this was simply the visual and less lonely thrill of jerking off outside together.
My stomach churned when I read that and i do not understand what about me made him say that. He also said that he was happy to teach me to “reach my potential” in other ways and it is honestly a bit frightening that he said these things but all i can seem to think about is this next saturday morning. Too scarey to think about taking him up on his offer to come over to his home because of what he is saying he wants from me.