I miss people that I shouldn’t even miss because I have no REAL human connection in my life. If you knew me you would think what the f*** is wrong with her? Maybe, if you didn’t understand really just how fucked up a person’s messed up childhood can affect a person. I have everything going for me, yet I am so messed up and turned out – by society’s perspective – “fucked up”. Not having finished post secondary – yet making more money than you and most post grad professionals, drinking too much (but hey, alot of people in high income positions do this), still living with family (only for appearances sake), and living life how I want to. You can live life however the f*** you want – live it perfectly and people will STILL judge you. Live it sloppily and of course people will judge you. What the f*** does any of this matter. F****** tell me already – absolutely nothing. Except that I had a lovely f****** day with other lonely people today who have their own issues. bottom line is that we all have f****** issues. no one is “normal”.