Will you ever get the c*** and balls to dare visit me again ? I miss you , you freakin lunatic . I truthfully just want a date . and to be kissed and held by you . why do you hold back from me? Why do you hide ? Why are you sooo scared ? Why ? Why can’t you be a man ? Why must you act like a child ? Your behavior is getting old. im growing impatient. I miss being held.