I have been with my significant other for about 4 years. I thought I loved them. I recently went out of town and accidentally met someone. I found out I never really loved before. And now I have. I love this person I met. They don’t know anything about me and we fell head over heels for each other. I went home to my significant other and now I’m miserable. My whole being aches for the one I met. And I know I can’t have them. I feel like I’m dying. This is all sounding dramatic and ridiculous. But I have to let them go and I want to tear myself apart. I can never tell them the truth as they’ll never forgive me. So it’s either tell the truth and not have them or eventually be found out and not have them regardless. I’m willing to drop everything and cut everyone around me off for this person. But I would need to tell them the truth. They won’t want me. So I have to let go. I hate myself. I am going to lose the love of my life. I don’t want to live anymore.