Now it all seem so kiddish remembering how much I cried for you in lonely nights alone in my room when you were at your best ignoring me. I was really a fool it was idiotic on my part forcing a relationship that was doomed from the very start. I still can’t believe how much I loved you it was just unfathomable never thought in my wildest dream I will change like this. Now I don’t feel anything. It never bothers me where are you? Previously I felt I deciphered correctly, I felt the essence now those thoughts make me look like stupid. I wonder how❓ my heart is not messy on the contrary very clear. There is no US anymore never were in real and never will be. It was all fiction, wild imaginations. But whatever that phase also I enjoyed my varied feelings and now also I am enjoying my solitude.. Atleast now no one can blame of botheration. Now it’s about dignified distance from everyone everywhere. May all stay in bliss and peace
