She is 19, I’m42. I felt the attraction towards her when I first met her in person 2 years ago. She is no stranger to me but until now I have not met her in person. My first year of contacts with her was always tempting and somehow I managed to keep it within the limits. But I knew from day one it was just matter of time before I fail to control my feelings towards her. Then one day last year it just happened. I’ve started to express my feelings towards her. One thing let to another and we were physically involved. she was not totally confused but was simply following what her heart was telling her to do. We are s******* involved for about a year now and both have no regrets of how and why we started it. Now I’ve become more addicted to her s******* and she finds no problem with it and is always accommodating. she is also enjoying it a lot she says. part of me feels guilty for having a s***** relationship with a girl who is half my age. while the other part of me is happy I have a girl who is half my age and I’m enjoying her s*******. honestly I hope she is enjoying the time we spend together as much as she is saying she is. There are two things that are not letting me stop this thing between us. One is that I’m enjoying the s** with her and always wanting more from her. The second is that I can’t think of stopping it unless she says she is not enjoying the physical relationship with me. Part of me wants her to enjoy this relationship as long as we can both continue.