I’m not sure if this is what I want anymore. I’m so caught up in being with the same person for 9 years that I feel as if I’m afraid to not be with them.

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I’m not sure if this is what I want anymore. I’m so caught up in being with the same person for 9 years that I feel as if I’m afraid to not be with them. But at the same time I just feel like I want to be alone. I recently had a crush on a friend who made me feel like everything that I don’t have in common with my partner was valid and shared so much things in common. It’s been so long since these things were validated. My friend is just a friend that feeling was one way and never spoke on. But it made me realize that there ar e parts of me that are just incompatible with my partner. And my friend has unintentionally made me realize that. I don’t want to be with my friend or anyone for that matter I just want to be by myself for a while and reinvigorate my own life. Especially as I creep from 29 into 30. This is the first time I put these collected thoughts into words. And even thought it’s anonymous it still feel liberating to confess. But now what am I supposed to do next ?

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