i hate that when i tell people that i dont like the black community they call it self hate. i do not hate MYSELF. i hate the morals (or lack thereof) principles and values perpetuated in the broader community. black ppl act like and treat each other like slaves. A lot of black ppl only know white ppl from media and in beauractic settings like the grocery store or DMV but blame every ill in our very own households down to domestic violence on them. it doest make sense. My own father enslaved me domestically, my own father denied me an education when i was accepted to several universities, my own family made fun of me, my own community assaulted me, laughed at me and my dreams. my own community pretends they dont notice any career success I have, my own men point out my flaws if another man is taken with me. I hate blackistan. black people are mean and have too many vices and are loveless! (on a collective level)
you’re not allowed to say you’re not proud of it, or that as a black person, black people have done nothing for you but harm you.