You will not make me feel guilty over nothing. You’re a real jerk. I refuse to let what you said and done in my past make me feel worthless. I am no longer under your control. Dad,Russell, James and those few connected with a few of you. Kayla,Amanda, Sheila ( even though you’re supposedly deceased) I am a good woman that’s trust has been destroyed and I didn’t deserve any of that. I deserve to be treated better. I’ve gone on with my life believing I can do better and that better people will be placed in my life. I want to meet a real good man that truly loves me and values me and not shift the blame on me over issues you all refused to change about yourself or even admit your faults. Toxic people lie and make believe they are good just to use and stomp on the heart of not only me but every good person in your path. I forgive but I do not trust nor will I allow you to be a part of my life. What’s so bad is that I am too afraid of getting to know another man . They all claim to be different just to learn too late they’re just another cavity in my mouth. God help me to learn a person is a narcissist before another one destroys me.