I am coming to the realization that I spent over a year of my life in contact with a lunatic. I met a guy and for over a year he only met me a couple times and always wanted to talk about slave/mistress stuff but hardly actually did what he said with me. Also he’s a millionaire (family money) and he always refused to send money even when I really needed it. Fast forward, I left him and he started telling me when we got back in contact months later that he had a new girl and he bought her a car and business. And she did those things with him. Also when I asked him about money for all my time (one of his slave/mistress fantasies was to pay me for the activities) he sent me a photo of atm receipt and video of him putting money in an atm all while refusing to send me any money. Some people in this part of the world walk around like normal people but inside are stark crazies and I just realized he’s one of them. This is what happens when you try to make it work with somebody because of their financial position. There are people with less than him who did much more than he ever did for me financially. It’s a person’s insides that counts.