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I’ve been purposely ignoring things and waiting on things as for it to died down. I hope this timing is right. We all wanted to make ourselves better. We did mistakes. If I’m being honest, what happened really did taught me a lesson (if you can call it like that) and honestly did something to me. Dont be embarrassed though (if you are then thats okay but pls dont lols) if anything I don’t like awkwardness and tension and if anything i dont think much of it anyway once its done. Its normal for people to get angry, be sad and commit sum 7 sins as long as they dont use it too much – well its just me, wasnt much a fan of religion. People do get caught up with emotions and I understand that very well. It doesnt matter what I want, all I wanted was everything to be okay and in good terms. When emotions die down, we usually could think clearly and be able to laugh it off (well at least I could). Look here’s the truth, we still preserve some part of our ego because that whats makes us sane as a human. The fact that we still pour emotions out here to ease dissonance just shows there are parts of our behavior and attitude that needs to be align – it’s a classic. Who doesnt have preference right? Timing is really tricky and there’s boundaries we dont cross. Who wouldve known we could communicate purely based on what resonates? How much of the stuff we actually picked on is true? See, this is why I told you to dont worry much about it.

And stuff like that I have completely understood what you meant, there are just things that will be good if left unsaid. I try to dont really think much of it.

Wish we all could see each other again if certain circumstances permits. nice this time like good buddies 🙂 I’m good now and I hope you are okay too. I really2 do.

-N (this is just the last hint I could muster that I really am talking here. I dont want to lie. At least this time you’ll know it came from me directly). This is the last time I am giving you this reassurance that it’s fine. It’s all gonna be fine in time. Ill try not to visit this more often because “out of sight, out of mind” and I don’t want to burden our minds anymore.

New Confession

I remember we were both 16 I believe or she was older. No, she was a senior in high school and I was a sophomore. I knew her because we talked most of his time but at the same time I remember months later, she walked me down the steps and broad daylight in our apartment and that’s the first time I got my s** experience for my girl and I remember she was bending down I saw her with no p****** and I remember she got down after she bend over I said please get up and I said what are you gonna show me and she got done she put on my pants and she said you’re hairy and I said I know I am I forgot to shave and s***. I got hard and she said you have a huge c*** and I said I know I do I said I did them with it not that much and she started sucking it and giving me a h******* and it was nice. I don’t know if I peed or I come I don’t remember, but that’s when her little brother caught us and I said oh s*** we’re in trouble dude and I said please get up and her mom was there too like damn we’re fucked and we went to go back to the apartment and I’m like damn pain of shame and I’m was about to slapper and the siblings and her brother was there and I said kids go to the kitchen or go upstairs please dude I don’t know man go to the kitchen or go upstairs please dude thank you and the mom said listen to me while I’m talking to you and I said ma’am, you don’t have to your daughter and she was about you and I defend her and I’m saying ma’am don’t hit your daughter please and she said oh and I said no we’re not in love or anything it would just have fresh experience that’s all but I never only texted her once I said do you hey do you remember the black cat in our apartment and that’s it and she texted back saying what do you mean and I said do you know the cat and and no, and we just talked after that, but we didn’t do anything. Nothing like that then she said call my mom and I said I don’t know where she live and she said yeah you do and I called my mom and my mom was about to hit me. She got mad and s*** and I said mom don’t hit me. Hey don’t hit me please what’s wrong with you? We’re teenagers for once and we got caught and this is public disobedience I understand we probably traumatized that child but what I’m saying is it so forget what happened today and never speak of it again

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