I’ve been purposely ignoring things and waiting on things as for it to died down. I hope this timing is right. We all wanted to make ourselves better. We did mistakes. If I’m being honest, what happened really did taught me a lesson (if you can call it like that) and honestly did something to me. Dont be embarrassed though (if you are then thats okay but pls dont lols) if anything I don’t like awkwardness and tension and if anything i dont think much of it anyway once its done. Its normal for people to get angry, be sad and commit sum 7 sins as long as they dont use it too much – well its just me, wasnt much a fan of religion. People do get caught up with emotions and I understand that very well. It doesnt matter what I want, all I wanted was everything to be okay and in good terms. When emotions die down, we usually could think clearly and be able to laugh it off (well at least I could). Look here’s the truth, we still preserve some part of our ego because that whats makes us sane as a human. The fact that we still pour emotions out here to ease dissonance just shows there are parts of our behavior and attitude that needs to be align – it’s a classic. Who doesnt have preference right? Timing is really tricky and there’s boundaries we dont cross. Who wouldve known we could communicate purely based on what resonates? How much of the stuff we actually picked on is true? See, this is why I told you to dont worry much about it.

And stuff like that I have completely understood what you meant, there are just things that will be good if left unsaid. I try to dont really think much of it.

Wish we all could see each other again if certain circumstances permits. nice this time like good buddies 🙂 I’m good now and I hope you are okay too. I really2 do.

-N (this is just the last hint I could muster that I really am talking here. I dont want to lie. At least this time you’ll know it came from me directly). This is the last time I am giving you this reassurance that it’s fine. It’s all gonna be fine in time. Ill try not to visit this more often because “out of sight, out of mind” and I don’t want to burden our minds anymore.