i’m so deeply in love with my best friend and i have been since july. back in mid 2020 we met online and instantly clicked. we talked every night for

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i’m so deeply in love with my best friend and i have been since july. back in mid 2020 we met online and instantly clicked. we talked every night for about 2 months. some outside drama ensued and he believed some lies about me and left. after a few months he got back in touch and we would take occasionally until one day he invited me to join a discord server with him and some people. that was in early july. we all would talk every night and that’s when i fell in love with him. i drive a few hours to visit him once or twice a month. i didn’t know until late august that he had a girlfriend, so then i stepped back. they broke up in september and i did everything i could to be there for him. i also would like to note that during all of this time since joining the server i never actively flirted with him or tried to get with him. i was too scared. when he started talking to a girl i got really jealous and would get angry at him for the smallest things just because i wanted him to be mine. it came out that i had a crush on him, but nobody knew to what extent. that girl left and there was a brief period of time where everything was calm. everybody assumed my crush on him dissolved and the people who asked that’s how i answered, including him. within the past month he’s been talking to this girl and not only do i not like her, but she gives me a bad feeling in my gut. i’m genuinely worried that she’s going to hurt him. tonight he said that he’s in love and has never felt like this before and it felt like a knife to the heart. i so badly want to be with him forever, but there are so many complications. if we broke up, our whole group’s dynamic will be thrown off and it would cause a lot of drama. there was a point in time he had a crush on me, but he smooshed the feelings for the sake of the friend group. i’m really really trying to do that and have been since november, but the feelings just keep getting stronger. i’ve dated quite a few people in my time and loved a few of them, but i’ve never loved someone like this before. it’s the most intense feeling of love i’ve ever experienced. i want to know how to stop because i’m tired of being in pain every day from not being with him. i love him with my whole heart and soul. i feel like we’re twins flamed and not meant to be, right people wrong time kind of scenario, but that just hurts to think about even more. what do i do?

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I remember we were both 16 I believe or she was older. No, she was a senior in high school and I was a sophomore. I knew her because we talked most of his time but at the same time I remember months later, she walked me down the steps and broad daylight in our apartment and that’s the first time I got my s** experience for my girl and I remember she was bending down I saw her with no p****** and I remember she got down after she bend over I said please get up and I said what are you gonna show me and she got done she put on my pants and she said you’re hairy and I said I know I am I forgot to shave and s***. I got hard and she said you have a huge c*** and I said I know I do I said I did them with it not that much and she started sucking it and giving me a h******* and it was nice. I don’t know if I peed or I come I don’t remember, but that’s when her little brother caught us and I said oh s*** we’re in trouble dude and I said please get up and her mom was there too like damn we’re fucked and we went to go back to the apartment and I’m like damn pain of shame and I’m was about to slapper and the siblings and her brother was there and I said kids go to the kitchen or go upstairs please dude I don’t know man go to the kitchen or go upstairs please dude thank you and the mom said listen to me while I’m talking to you and I said ma’am, you don’t have to your daughter and she was about you and I defend her and I’m saying ma’am don’t hit your daughter please and she said oh and I said no we’re not in love or anything it would just have fresh experience that’s all but I never only texted her once I said do you hey do you remember the black cat in our apartment and that’s it and she texted back saying what do you mean and I said do you know the cat and and no, and we just talked after that, but we didn’t do anything. Nothing like that then she said call my mom and I said I don’t know where she live and she said yeah you do and I called my mom and my mom was about to hit me. She got mad and s*** and I said mom don’t hit me. Hey don’t hit me please what’s wrong with you? We’re teenagers for once and we got caught and this is public disobedience I understand we probably traumatized that child but what I’m saying is it so forget what happened today and never speak of it again

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RE: I have never been able to keep a relationship because of having a micro pe.nis.

Small co.cks and pe.nis reduction surgery.

At age 11 I had a large co.ck and ejaculated frequently. It was over 7 inches long and large, thick and fat. It got rock hard and ejaculated across the room which upset mother. Mother had pe.nis reduction surgery done on me. Yes there is pe.nis reduction surgery. They reduced it to only two inches. Mother said it was supposed to be 4 inches but she is satisfied with the 2 inch result.

After the reduction surgery it no longer gets rock hard and doesn’t ejaculate very far. It now gets only a soft erection and I have to rub it a lot longer to get it to ejaculate. It is more like a large cli.toris. Mother said if I complain she will have the rest removed.

So I know what it’s like to have a tiny co.ck. It strains to reach two inches erect and never really gets erect. It only gets a soft erection. My sister said I will have a difficult time finding a girlfriend or wife.