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I REALLy REALLY DO: Human decency is to identify yourself in an ocean of cyberspace people or at least drop a clue. Yes, I flirted with you when you posted a picture of your 🔥 a** because I find you attractive. However, when I reached out one on one directly and asked you to verify your identity you chose to play mind games instead of answering. Building trust requires effort and you never made any or called to clear the air like I asked. You have my private number. Then when you flaked on our face time call I thought you were catfishing me or it was someone who worked for you that manages your social media. So I just let it go cause online relations are not my cup of coffee unless I know for fact you are you. Majority 95% are with people I know in person first and have repore with. No trust between us, equals no growth for me personally. I’m not going to open my ❤️ to an anonymous person online and get played. And we both know you were playing me because you did not care to clean up your mess because you had other options or are already involved with someone.

Hence, why I sent you flowers so you knew there were no hard feelings, cause the awkwardness of the online fiasco was weird , and I made it perfectly clear I was friend zoning you for playing mind games. Then I sent you a Bday present ❤️ to let you know we were cool and I was not angry or upset with you. I took the silence and no response as an answer that you were prob embarrassed and didn’t know what to say. And frankly without good reciprocal communication in a safe space my Magic 3 Gifts is complete. Your Cali reputation proceeds you and rumor has it you lead people on just to see what they will give you; free trips, jewelry, money, etc. Not exactly a w**** but questionable to steal many ❤️’s at once just to use them for material things, s***** gratification and personal greed. You won’t ever have me, or forget me because we both know you blew it by treating me like an option when I am a Queen and a priority.😉

And I really liked you. Which is rare for me but it is what it is and I let go.

Look I made the effort to reach out and meet in person, and you chose not to build trust or show up for our facetime and that is on you.

You were never an option but I prefer what is tangible and you decided to self sabotage our connection. Love is a verb, you have to show up. And you didn’t. You hurt your own chance at happiness.

I am single, have never cheated on anyone I have been romantically involved with…but have recently started dating other people because I’m not wasting my time or life waiting for someone who is never around or a realistic part of my life. I want real XO’s in real time, no cyber s*** unless you are traveling for work.

I want a normal relationship between two people who trust each other .

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I remember we were both 16 I believe or she was older. No, she was a senior in high school and I was a sophomore. I knew her because we talked most of his time but at the same time I remember months later, she walked me down the steps and broad daylight in our apartment and that’s the first time I got my s** experience for my girl and I remember she was bending down I saw her with no p****** and I remember she got down after she bend over I said please get up and I said what are you gonna show me and she got done she put on my pants and she said you’re hairy and I said I know I am I forgot to shave and s***. I got hard and she said you have a huge c*** and I said I know I do I said I did them with it not that much and she started sucking it and giving me a h******* and it was nice. I don’t know if I peed or I come I don’t remember, but that’s when her little brother caught us and I said oh s*** we’re in trouble dude and I said please get up and her mom was there too like damn we’re fucked and we went to go back to the apartment and I’m like damn pain of shame and I’m was about to slapper and the siblings and her brother was there and I said kids go to the kitchen or go upstairs please dude I don’t know man go to the kitchen or go upstairs please dude thank you and the mom said listen to me while I’m talking to you and I said ma’am, you don’t have to your daughter and she was about you and I defend her and I’m saying ma’am don’t hit your daughter please and she said oh and I said no we’re not in love or anything it would just have fresh experience that’s all but I never only texted her once I said do you hey do you remember the black cat in our apartment and that’s it and she texted back saying what do you mean and I said do you know the cat and and no, and we just talked after that, but we didn’t do anything. Nothing like that then she said call my mom and I said I don’t know where she live and she said yeah you do and I called my mom and my mom was about to hit me. She got mad and s*** and I said mom don’t hit me. Hey don’t hit me please what’s wrong with you? We’re teenagers for once and we got caught and this is public disobedience I understand we probably traumatized that child but what I’m saying is it so forget what happened today and never speak of it again

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