I may be a gamer, but I don’t play with hearts, that’s your game of choice, mon amour. My specialty might be beating people at their own game, but tha doesn’t mean I’d much rather have played with your hair and your b**** than your heart and your mind. See, You’re still stuck in the past. I’m the future, babe. It’s all gonna be mine, I don’t need your help to be great, I just want a climbing buddy. I need something more than what I’ve been doing. It’s not enough anymore. I’ve waited long enough. It’s time to climb. Ill leave you in the dust if I have to. I won’t beg you for the honor to pick your boots and carry your burden. I can’t save you, not the way you’re heading. You have to want it.. I won’t watch you die. I refuse. But I can’t control you, nobody can. Only you can do that, but you can’t do it alone, nobody can. I’m not hard to get ahold of, You are. I’m not the one who’s in denial, you are. I’m not the one avoiding accountability and judgement. I’m not the one who’s a slave to my own fear and addictions. I am not a slave to my madness. Are you a slave, or a warrior? It’s never too late to chart a new course. You’re entitled to grow, no matter what you’ve done. You deserve to be loved unconditionally and forgiven for your sins. You deserve peace. If I really am the source of your chaos….it’s for your own good that I leave you behind. I’ll have strength so you don’t have to. I deserve to be such better than that.