When will your cycle and games end? When things get real and serious, you always pull back. It's easy to tell a person you love them and want them but you

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When will your cycle and games end? When things get real and serious, you always pull back. It’s easy to tell a person you love them and want them but you dont just call them b**** or w**** or thinking bad of them and not respect them in terms of talking – well in my vocabulary. I cant tolerate that and if thats what you envision of yourself calling me in the future when life gets rough then just let me go.

Aren’t you thinking that I may feel that you’re just using me? Like youre treating me like Im the option? Like you are just getting me attach so you can Save me for later? Do you not think that will curtail my very own right to be happy? You know very well why I cant put up with this and if nothing happens then it will be that way. Why should I stay in a situationship when I know it will just end bitterly? are you just gonna benefit from me all while you couldnt commit and is commited to someone? I dont share my love.nor do i just string Along.

I feel like im doing something wrong and stupid by replying back again. I REALLY REALLY DO. You wanted the attention, Yes? Compromise by telling me what do you actually want from me. Tell me what you expect of me and Ill see if I can do that. If youre going to lecture me forget about it. I dont want to waste your time so dont waste mine.

Pls dont waste this chance or tell me its too late then relapse again. I know what it feels to be under patriarchal d********* and under dysfunctional relationships as well as manipulation. I have lived in chaos and it only makes me feel drained.

Pls dont use me for Entertainment nor treat me like a side chick. Am I giving you that impression? What do you think of me?

New Confession

My older sister (six yeaes older) was mybbully for years starting when i was 6. I amninsanely ticklish and the day she learned it could make me wet myself she was merciless. Our mother did nothing. My sister would hold me down and sit on me and torture me almost every day. Before i even hit puberty she brought her mean girl friends intonit at slumber parties and even at end of school dsy while i had to walk home with wet pants. One day she made me wet myself and when i was changing busted in on me mocking me anatomically. Sometimes i would suffer an involuntary erection and get mocked for that too. One day she and her friends cornered me at the local public pool held me and yanked off my trunks and i had to run to locler room naked until a lifeguard got my trunks back. The pool banned them for the rest of the summer and they followed and attacked me on the wsy home from school and held me down and stripped .lme and tickled me and ran with my clothes and i had to rin and sneak home trying to avoid being seen. A neighbor mom saw it all and cslled the police. She got dresssed down and from then on woild only try it solo at home. She would sneak into my room early morning and sit in me and wake me up tickling me with a full bladder. She was a comolete monster it did not stop until she left home for college. To this day we do not speak and are not home at same time for holidays. My mother still says i was too weak or sensitive and should get over it. To this day i am completely afraid of women and even in a medical setting cannot undress even partially around a woman.

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RE: I have never been able to keep a relationship because of having a micro pe.nis.

Small co.cks and pe.nis reduction surgery.

At age 11 I had a large co.ck and ejaculated frequently. It was over 7 inches long and large, thick and fat. It got rock hard and ejaculated across the room which upset mother. Mother had pe.nis reduction surgery done on me. Yes there is pe.nis reduction surgery. They reduced it to only two inches. Mother said it was supposed to be 4 inches but she is satisfied with the 2 inch result.

After the reduction surgery it no longer gets rock hard and doesn’t ejaculate very far. It now gets only a soft erection and I have to rub it a lot longer to get it to ejaculate. It is more like a large cli.toris. Mother said if I complain she will have the rest removed.

So I know what it’s like to have a tiny co.ck. It strains to reach two inches erect and never really gets erect. It only gets a soft erection. My sister said I will have a difficult time finding a girlfriend or wife.