May God heal you of your hate toward women. You really harbor a hate that is toxic. I hope you will come to learn that the love of God is more powerful than all your hate. May you also find forgiveness for the venomous cruel things you have said in your past. I am not God. I cant judge you. Maybe God see’s something in you worth saving. I don’t know. The only thing I think i know is you are very young boy-child. Something happened to you. Something evil. I hope you will forgive the person that hurt you that turned you into a toxic garbage dump. I know bullies and cruelty is a taught action, usually by someone close to them. I sure hope someday your mom or dad, will truly love you. You seem to be standing there screaming for someone to pay attention to you. To SEE you.
I hope someday this prayer will make it to you. And God will heal that part of you that is hurting. I think you were neglected. Its why you are so loud and obnoxious at the age you are.
Its almost Easter. I hope you will be given eyes to see the truth in others. As i see yours. Everyone has a story. Even fat people. They have a story. Some are miraculous. Some are dull and some are…magic.
I truly hope the person who hurt you soooo deeply that you now feel a compulsion to hurt others that are unable to protect or defend themselves will also find healing. You are one of the worst toxic people I have come up against in years.
You soul is bleeding. I hope the pain in you will find a comfort and I honestly hope your parents will open their eyes to SEE you. YOU need a lot of love and attention don’t you hun? I hope you get the nurturing and love you need.
I know men that would go from being Toxic. (like you) to now lost and sadistic. ITs not a life I think you want to follow. I sure hope God will grab you..and HOLD You super tight. and heal your soul. And never let you go.
You asked me. “Do you like what you see”?
Honestly? …no. I don’t. The real question is do YOU Like…what YOU see. (within yourself?) think about it.
Good Night child.
