When my male cousin visited a month later, the first night he did that thing where he rolled me on my stomach and was thrusting his erection between the backs of my thighs. When he finished I asked him why it made him pee on me and he realized I did not know what was happening. He snuck to the kitchen and came back with a flashlight and told me to just watch. He began to touch himsels and eventually took my hand and had me stroking him. After a while I watched wide eyed as it came out. Showing me snd explaining it was not pee. I asked why he did that with his p**** and he said because it felt so good to touch it and when it came out. Then he told me to trust him and he would show me and help me learn. He spent a long time touching and even kissing me and even though I did not understand the feeling of it I wqs what I later understood to be aroused. I was shaking and I remember how my own immature p**** felt so painfully erect and when he asked if I was ok I told him it felt good and I liked it but I was scared and nervous. He said to trust him some more and he would help me understand. He laid against my back on our sides and reached around and slowly stroked me and fondled me and even though I was before puberty he took me to what I think was a first dry o*****. He had me s*** my thumb as it happened so that I was not too noisy. He held me while I caught my breath and explained to me that that was what he meant by it felt so good. I admit that I liked knowing that I was making him feel good. He was er3ct and rubbing against my cheeks from behind as he did it and I asked him if he needed me to lay on my stomach again. He said that if I still trusted him that he would show me something even better if I was willing to try it. He laid me on my back and I was surprised when he scooted down and just looked up at me as he began to kiss and lick my small g*******. He did not make me feel that again but did it long enough that I felt so aroused again. Then he just laid next to me and looked at me and asked me if it felt good. I told him it seemed wrong and dirty but that it felt wonderful. He asked me if I wanted to try to make him feel that way and somehow I knew what he meant. I slid down and began to do what he did to me. He let me do it a long time and then asked me to take the tip in my mouth. He told me it would be ok. I did as he asked and he held his hand over his own mouth most of the time but at the last minute he told me it was about to happen and to please not stop. When ot started happening his hand had been in my hair gently but he firmly held my head in place when I felt it happening in my mouth and tried to pull away. I stopped trying to pull away and stayed with it in my mouth until he asked me to stop. He asked if I was ok and I said it was just when it started that surprised me. I know now that he only did that with me with his mouth to get me to do it for him because it felt nice. But he never forced or hurt me as we did those things again whenever they visited. And next my mother and i went to vsiit him and my aunt and things continued further.