I was fine.

I swear, I was fine.

But why does my chest hurt so much?

Why do I feel so trapped?

I feel so suffocated. I feel so, weak.

I hate this.

Every time, every time I have a chance, a hope, that I could escape this. All of this.

This happens, it’s like I’m being told not to go, warned, that something bad will happen if I do.

…did I commit such a terrible sin in my past life, for me to deserve any of this?

Am I cursed? Was I born cursed?

I never asked to be born.

So why? Why is this happening?