I want to punish everyone for what they turned me into, I definitely dont want to stay alive for any of you anymore.
You bastards all made me what I am. Society did this to me. The children on the playground did this to me. My parents did this to me. Women did this to me. The internet did this to me.
I didn’t. I just wanted to be loved. I wanted attention. And I was always told to fend for myself or called annoying or needy or too much. So i learned to never bother anyone and just stay by myself. I learned
to dissociate from reality as much as I possibly could, for my entire life, because clearly reality was not a place for me. I made you all unwilling accomplices to my suicide because thats how much I resent the human race and all of you in particular. My family, my friends, my love interests, and you oh so beloved authority figures, the eternal thorn in my rebellious, selfish, avoidant side. Always so busy trying to tell me what to do instead of just leaving me alone.