I was never supposed to make it to 31. I did it as a favor to an illusion. The truth is, I’d much rather be dead at 30 than alone at 40. It’s just too late for me to be saved. I’m glad you all agree. It’s nice to be understood finally. Blow it out your a**. You’ll get no satisfaction from my reckoning, ill make sure of it. I’m a selfish sore loser. This will be my final act of defiance, if they try to cage me or take away my internet.