I have been thinking about it for 4 years. I finally was able to at least confess to myself. That’s what people say is the hardest part of this, I guess it was. So I’m bi. I haven’t told anyone, that isnt the worst part of my confession. The worst part is the way I realised, I fell for my best friends ex ( lets call her Jess). My best friend doesn’t know I’m bi. Nobody does. I fell for Jess recently, in the UK it is currently term 4 half term break but I fell for her in term 3. Damn she is so amazing. I also just got broken up with but it’s alright because I fell out of love with him a couple of months ago (January, currently April) but I never had the heart to hurt him. He broke up with me and is being a jerk. Anyways, my best friend and Jess are pretty good friends, my best friend isnt really my best friend anymore , we are just really close. I’m closer to her ex than I ever was with her. Jess made a tik tok of me the other day and it gave me butterflies. I hate hiding all this but I can’t tell anyone as my brother is homophobic and I don’t want to get judged.