Do you know why I had to start posting on this website so much, Siren?
Because all of my friends abandoned me and stopped talking to me.
I was so f****** traumatised and warped that I didnt know what else to do to stop
myself from wanting to kill myself. I just had to get those thoughts out into the world
where someone could see them. I never wanted to hurt anyone. I never wanted you
to read any of those posts. Does it make you good to punch down on a retard who was trying
to piece his life together after losing everything including his primary
reason for living? Does it make you feel righteous to slander and destroy
a lonely lost soul who was forced to grow up too fast but paradoxically never allowed
to grow up? Does it make you feel vindicated to snuff out the last little
light of humanity I had managed to keep sheltered in the pits of my soul?
Is this justice to you? Is that what this is? Truly? Or is this revenge for something? Did you want me to give up? Did you want me to hate your guts
and wish misfortune upon you for the rest of your days. Because thats where we’re at. Send the mentally ill bloke to jail for acting out instead of F****** TALKING TO HIM because society is a f****** joke. Humanity is a plague. I hope we all die out in the next 50 years.